Post by Saiyoko Ichira on Jul 1, 2010 23:10:46 GMT -5
stress is when you wake up screaming
[/size]REALIZING YOU WEREN'T SLEEPING[/font][/size]
saiyoko ichira[/size][/b][/color]
" WE'RE GOING OUT TO NIGHT TO KICK OUT EVERY LIGHT "[/size][/color]
someone swears his true love until the end of time[/size]
ANOTHER RUNS AWAY, SEPARATE OR UNITED, HEALTHY OR INSANE[/font][/size]
Full Name: Saiyoko Ichira [/i]
Nicknames: Sai or Saiyo[/i]
Age: 18[/i]
Birthday: March 22[/i]
Sexuality: bi[/i]
Asylum or Island City?: Asylum[/i]
Species: wereabear[/i]
Power: Super strength, speed, and agility,. She can also turn into a full grizzley bear.[/i]
why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing[/size]
AND WHEN WILL WE LEARN TO CONTROL[/font][/size]
Height: 5'4''[/i]
Weight: 140lbs[/i]
Eye Color: blue[/i]
Hair Color: black[/i]
Hair Length/Style: short adn to back of neck[/i]
Piercings & Tattoos: earlobes and cartilage 10 holes total[/i]
Other: scars all up and down her body[/i]
Style: wearing standout clothes of her own choice, Sai wears a mix between guy and girl clothes. She can wear both shorts and skirts and completely fin in the. *You'll find her in the prior more than the latter though*[/i]
Face Claim: Utada Hikaru[/i]
don't waste another day[/size]
TO DO ANYTHING YOU HAVEN'T DONE[/font][/size]
Likes:
- Mooching food
-Dancing in Public
-Being loud
-Kicking Guy's butts
-Popping bubble gum
-Animals in general (except for spiders)
-Being tom boy ish[/i]
Dislikes:
- Overly quiet people
-People that look down on her for her actions
-Allergies
-Eating in front of people
-Dealing with other supernaturals[/i]
Strengths:
- She's loud
-She's a good fighter
-She can turn into a bear and maul people[/i]
Weaknesses:
- She's self conscious about her scars
-She's moody and unsociable a lot of the time
-She' s loud (good and bad thing)[/i]
Habits/Hobbies:
- Dancing in Public
-Listening to music[/i]
Pet Peeves:
- Sexist jokes[/i]
Fears:
- Her father[/i]
Dreams:
- Of getting out of the Asylum for good[/i]
Overall Personality:
- Peppy, loud, obnoxious, fun-loving, relaxed, energetic, and overly protective, Sai is outspoken and rarely self conscious about anything besides her scars. She's a tad over dramatic sometimes and can eb extremely teasing to people, but she is overall pretty nice. Around men, Sai can seem extremely intimidating as she tries to fit in around them. She won't hesitate to beat the living crap out of anyone who gets in her way and can be very lethal to be around sometimes. Despite this, she's gentle around those she cares about and is very protective of them.[/i]
in my time of dying, want nobody to mourn [/size]
ALL I WANT FOR YOU TO DO IS TO TAKE MY BODY HOME[/font][/size]
Father: Roderic Ato Ichira, 43, Sai fears him to death[/i]
Mother: Shiori Ichira, 23, Sai is on relatively good terms with her[/i]
Siblings: none[/i]
Spouse/Mate: none[/i]
Other: none[/i]
History:
Born into a were-animal family in east Japan, Sai learned from a young age that the supernatural exist and that she was one of them. Her father, a cruel man as well as deathly werebear, threatened and beat her mother on a daily basis even when Sai was around and fully watching. Growing up powerless to stop her father from harming her mother, Sai would try desperately to make the fighting stop. However, it only seemed to cause her father to beat on her to the point the child was bloody and crying.
By the age of ten, Sai had begun to accept her father's ways and thought internally that that was the way things were meant to be in the family. Deciding to try and protect her mother as much as possible, Sai began to start directing her father's attention towards herself. Being beaten over and over again, Sai began to start growing a dark hate for her father. However, a fear grew in her as well. She couldn't stand up to the man who had supposedly also given her life could she? No.. this was not an option in Sai's mind.
The years passed, and suddenly Sai's mother became extreme sick. Her father, blaming the child for the mother's illness, began to beat Sai more and more. One day, the neighbors called CPS when it was quiet over a few weeks. CPS came only to find the body of Sai laying grotesquely on the floor of the house. Being sent to the emergency room, Sai was hospitalized for several days.
Her father disappeared after that, and a few days after, her mother died. Suddenly broken down by being alone, Sai, at only age 13, broke down in the hospital crying her heart and soul out. Trying to tell the police that her father was a werebear was the first thing that caught attention to Sai. The government, upon hearing this, sent for Sai to be taken and tested for things. Trying desperately to find someone to confide and trust, Sai showed the Japanese government her werebear form.
That week, Sai was sent to the asylum. Completely in shock at not being ale to see her family or anyone else for that matter, Sai felt suddenly extremeness alone again. The first month at the asylum all but broke Saiyoko. She became a nervous wreck and stayed in bed for most of her time trying to hide the scars that had remained on her skin from her father. However, after a month, something snapped in Saiyoko. It was as if all the emotion that she had pent up over the years suddenly exploded in her. Becoming loud and threatening to those she felt threatened by, Sai began to start showing a greater drive to go past what had happened to her. Starting to free her mind and body as much as possible, she became extrovert and found a strange loathing of those that pent up their emotions or were quiet....they reminded her too much of what she had gone through.
As the years passed on the island, Sai began to become more and more extrovert as well as violent. The staff feared her above all things, and those that were not afraid of her were at least willing to admit that she was slightly intimidating. This is where the story leads so far. [/i]
Code Word: Broken Mind[/i]
just like a paper tiger[/size]
TORN APART BY IDLE HANDS[/font][/size]
Name: Depends. Joker I guess.[/i]
Role-Playing Experience: 5/6 years now[/i]
Time Zone: [/i]Central
Role-Playing Example:
Emiko's eye was dark as she said the words."Is it because you see Aoi in me, or that you think you have a second chance with me (thinking I am Aoi) that you are helping me?" Silence fell like a bomb on the apartment. Even the sizzling of the fried rice seemed to suddenly come into silence. Nino stared darkly black at Emiko all but irritated. Breathing in the cigarette and then breathing it out again, Nino moved forwards and leaned over his knees. His dark hair moved with him as he continued to stare.
"Don't think of me as such as shallow bastard," he leered caustically back at Emiko. "I'm not out to prove myself to anyone or anything or to bring any of my past back. I told you about Aoi because you asked." He stood up so suddenly that the couch shifted back a fraction. Turning straight towards the door, Nino all but ripped it off its hinges before stepping out and slamming it again. Silence fell over the whole room. However sound seemed to strangely come back again as the sizzling of the rice hit the air. Matsu, who had frozen for a second, simply began flipping the rice again with a smooth arm not looking up at Emiko.
"You struck him hard if you can believe it," Matsu sighed outwards still flipping the rice in the pan as his other arm went to lower the temperature on the stove. "I've only seen him hurt like that once before." Reaching over, Matsu poured some spices onto the rice. The white haired man made no motion of comfort or any of the like but simply continued cooking.
"I...." Emiko started causing Matsu to look up and find the red haired girl looking out the door where Nino had left. Leaning his head back down again, Matsu went back to work.
"It's not like he won't recover," Matsu continued as if being both cold and compassionate at the same time. "I believe in Nino far more than to expect anything less...By the way I wouldn't suggest you going after him... he's violent when hurt... as one would put it the bear is far more viscous when his foot is caught in a trap than when he is free." Taking out some rice bowls, Matsu began to fill them. "Did you want your rice, Emiko?" Matsu asked holding the rice bowl out over the counter. Receiving a cold look back from Emiko, Matsu smiled lightly before retracting his arm and setting the bowl on the counter. "It's there if you're hungry."
Taking up another bowl, Matsu filled it, set it down, filled another one, set it down, and filled the last. Taking up a pair of chopsticks, Matsu sighed as he began to eat. "Sorry we don't have real silverware. They're too expensive over here." Taking out a pair of wooden chopsticks covered in paper, Matsu set them by the bowl he had held out to Emiko. After a moment, he had his own in hand and was starting to eat rather quickly. From the corner of his eye, Matsu could view Emiko all but perfectly. She had a mix between confusion and something else written on her face that forced a laugh from the white haired man. Hearing the laugh, Emiko's head shot over as she stared at him. "What?" he asked lightly. "I find it humorous you're worrying so much."
"And why aren't you?" Emiko asked back. "He just... got up and left."
Matsu let out a sigh. "And if he leaves the apartment entirely I wouldn't be surprised," he answered back continuing to eat. "Or even the city for that matter...."
"And you're just...."
"I'll follow Nino wherever he goes," Matsu answered back. "It's not my place to tell him to stay in one place or another." The white haired man set down the food and crossed his arms before him as he leaned over the counter and stared at Emiko. "He told you about killing Aoi, correct?" Matsu asked with blank look on his face. Emiko nodded a moment and Matsu nodded back. "He nearly killed me too," Matsu shrugged his shoulders.
"He talked about that...." Emiko answered back. Matsu nodded a bit.
"The weeks I was in the hospital, Nino would come in every day and simply cry. Just cry like he had been the one killed," Matsu sighed. "And I learned something about him.... Nino's heart can't be tainted."
"What do you mean? He smoke and is cruel and...." Emiko began as if she had been thinking up the list already.
"I'm not talking about his mind," Matsu sighed back. "I mean his heart.... his intentions on things... " Matsu fell silent and shook his head as he picked up the bowl again. "His heart can't be tainted by hateful things... even when his mind wants it that way....." Matsu sighed out picking at his food instead of eating it. "And he never forgives himself for anything...." he sighed again. "And as he said before himself... he's not out to prove anything to anyone or redeem anything..... After we started traveling... I thought he would try and make amends or something....But he didn't...."
"But then how can you say th-" Emiko started before Matsu waved his hand.
"Instead he chose to tear himself up inside and simply go on with life... I don't think he believes there is anything he can do perfectly that would redeem himself anyways."
"You... know Nino well," Emiko finally said aloud.
"He's the closest one to me," Matsu answered back. "And I love him for being himself." Matsu took a bite of food and then turned his head back to Emiko to see her red in the face and staring at him. "What?" Matsu asked.
"You just said...." Emiko blinked again turning even redder.
A half smile worked its way on Matsu as the white haired man began to laugh. "Don't think of it that way," he answered back only continuing to laugh harder still. "It's not the way you're thinking.... we're not romantic.... and it doesn't work like that.... I just.... know him." Matsu sighed outwards eating again. "You're too funny, you know that?" he joked lightly. "Now are you going to eat or not?"[/i]
people are fragile things[/size]
BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU PUT THEM THROUGH[/font][/size]
this application and coding was created by
The Fair-Eyed Admin & The Twisted Mind Joker and the
lyrics are by a series of songs down below.
if we do not see this Credit thing on you
application, we will not accept. Thank you.
Be Yourself :: Audioslave
Serenity :: Godsmack
Did You :: Hoobastank
In My Time of Dying :: Led Zeppelin
Paper Tiger :: Beck
Munich :: Editors[/center]
